{"id":109,"date":"2016-01-25T09:27:04","date_gmt":"2016-01-25T07:27:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/2017\/mizer_v1\/2016\/12\/21\/how-i-start-my-career-copy\/"},"modified":"2025-02-22T16:31:22","modified_gmt":"2025-02-22T15:31:22","slug":"eski-yaralarim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/eski-yaralarim\/","title":{"rendered":"Eski Yaralar\u0131m"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"109\" class=\"elementor elementor-109\" data-elementor-post-type=\"post\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-cda2621 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"cda2621\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-settings=\"{&quot;background_background&quot;:&quot;classic&quot;}\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-background-overlay\"><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-553ed5a\" data-id=\"553ed5a\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-c75c5eb elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"c75c5eb\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! elementor - v3.20.0 - 13-03-2024 *\/\n.elementor-heading-title{padding:0;margin:0;line-height:1}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title[class*=elementor-size-]>a{color:inherit;font-size:inherit;line-height:inherit}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-small{font-size:15px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-medium{font-size:19px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-large{font-size:29px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-xl{font-size:39px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-xxl{font-size:59px}<\/style><h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">Eski Yaralar\u0131m<\/h2>\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-70b73bc6 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"70b73bc6\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-729bbcbb\" data-id=\"729bbcbb\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-51f20033 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"51f20033\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! elementor - v3.20.0 - 13-03-2024 *\/\n.elementor-widget-text-editor.elementor-drop-cap-view-stacked .elementor-drop-cap{background-color:#69727d;color:#fff}.elementor-widget-text-editor.elementor-drop-cap-view-framed .elementor-drop-cap{color:#69727d;border:3px solid;background-color:transparent}.elementor-widget-text-editor:not(.elementor-drop-cap-view-default) .elementor-drop-cap{margin-top:8px}.elementor-widget-text-editor:not(.elementor-drop-cap-view-default) .elementor-drop-cap-letter{width:1em;height:1em}.elementor-widget-text-editor .elementor-drop-cap{float:left;text-align:center;line-height:1;font-size:50px}.elementor-widget-text-editor .elementor-drop-cap-letter{display:inline-block}<\/style>\t\t\t\t<p>Par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f bir ailenin,<br \/>g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc olma tela\u015f\u0131nda b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f, yetim bir\u00a0 \u00e7ocu\u011fum<br \/>dumanl\u0131 havalarda \u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcm, giderken \u00f6rt\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc<br \/>y\u00fcre\u011fime kar ya\u011fm\u0131\u015f \u00e7ocukken, g\u00fcne\u015fimin fi\u015fini \u00e7ekmi\u015fler<br \/>sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fayan o kad\u0131n, y\u00fcre\u011fimin \u00fcst\u00fcndeki yarad\u0131r<br \/>kuca\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6md\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm, y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc ok\u015fayan o el bana anad\u0131r<br \/>o benim en h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc \u015fiirim, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m en a\u011f\u0131r kayb\u0131md\u0131r<\/p><p>geceyi \u00fcst\u00fcme \u00f6rten Dolunay, denize d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc; ba\u015fka s\u0131\u011f\u0131nacak ne kald\u0131<br \/>ba\u015ftan ba\u015fa g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde unutulan ac\u0131lar, karanl\u0131klar, ayd\u0131nlanmayan<br \/>hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmedi\u011fim babama benziyor an\u0131lar, hayallerimi sular seller ald\u0131<br \/>mazi hala tuz!\u00a0 uzak an\u0131lar yak\u0131n g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcme dokunuyor<\/p><p>\u00f6ksu\u0308z bir bo\u015fluk kald\u0131 avucumda, i\u00e7inde \u00f6mru\u0308mu\u0308n yaral\u0131 y\u0131llar\u0131<br \/>\u015fimdi kalbim kabuk ba\u011flayan buzul, \u00fcz\u00fcl ey Ahmedim \u00fcz\u00fcl!..<br \/>\u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcls\u00fcn da\u011flar\u0131n kar\u0131, beni kayboldu\u011fum da\u011flara g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcn\u2028\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fc \u00e7ocuklar, \u0131s\u0131ts\u0131n da\u011flar beni g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnde<\/p><p>kalbimin yetim \u00e7ocu\u011fu, a\u015fka yelken a\u00e7t\u0131<br \/>at\u0131lan zarda, g\u00f6n\u00fcl da\u011f\u0131ma Koprina \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc<br \/>yorgans\u0131z gecede, so\u011fumu\u015f kefenimi o \u0131s\u0131tacak<br \/>ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, \u00e7eksem \u00fcst\u00fcme geceyi, sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fayacak<br \/>sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 seriyorum, zaman belle\u011fi gibi serin ellerine<br \/>tenim so\u011fuk, dokunduk\u00e7a anl\u0131yorum, sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fuyor<\/p><p>serin bir r\u00fczgar gibi y\u00fcz\u00fcme vuruyor nefesi, aln\u0131ma elini koyuyor<br \/>\u00f6p\u00fcyor beni iki ka\u015f\u0131m\u0131n ortas\u0131 aln\u0131mdan, nemli duda\u011f\u0131 yana\u011f\u0131ma de\u011fiyor<br \/>kederli y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc,\u00f6rt\u00fcyor g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, anlad\u0131m ki her h\u00fcz\u00fcn kendi g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131nda kuruyor<br \/>\u015fimdi; eski yaralar\u0131ma, \u00e7i\u00e7ek yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yor, hayat dolu, beyaz mintanl\u0131 \u00e7ocuklar<\/p><p>&#8211; ahmet sancak<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-f5cf832 elementor-widget elementor-widget-button\" data-id=\"f5cf832\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"button.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-button-wrapper\">\n\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-button elementor-button-link elementor-size-sm\" href=\"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/siirler\/\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-button-content-wrapper\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-button-text\">\u015eiir listesine geri d\u00f6n<\/span>\n\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f bir ailenin,g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc olma tela\u015f\u0131nda b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f, yetim bir\u00a0 \u00e7ocu\u011fumdumanl\u0131 havalarda \u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcm, giderken \u00f6rt\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcy\u00fcre\u011fime kar ya\u011fm\u0131\u015f \u00e7ocukken, g\u00fcne\u015fimin fi\u015fini \u00e7ekmi\u015flersa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fayan o kad\u0131n, y\u00fcre\u011fimin \u00fcst\u00fcndeki yarad\u0131rkuca\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6md\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm, y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc ok\u015fayan o el bana anad\u0131ro benim en h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc \u015fiirim, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m en a\u011f\u0131r kayb\u0131md\u0131r geceyi \u00fcst\u00fcme \u00f6rten Dolunay, denize d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc; ba\u015fka s\u0131\u011f\u0131nacak ne kald\u0131ba\u015ftan ba\u015fa g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde unutulan ac\u0131lar, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"elementor_header_footer","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-109","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ahmet-sancak","category-siirler"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=109"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1398,"href":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109\/revisions\/1398"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=109"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=109"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=109"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}