{"id":446,"date":"2020-05-10T12:54:21","date_gmt":"2020-05-10T09:54:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/?p=401"},"modified":"2025-02-22T16:31:22","modified_gmt":"2025-02-22T15:31:22","slug":"tektasim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/tektasim\/","title":{"rendered":"tekta\u015f\u0131m"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"446\" class=\"elementor elementor-446\" data-elementor-post-type=\"post\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-ca83c4b elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"ca83c4b\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-settings=\"{&quot;background_background&quot;:&quot;classic&quot;}\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-background-overlay\"><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-b2bcb26\" data-id=\"b2bcb26\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-80dfcdf elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"80dfcdf\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! elementor - v3.20.0 - 13-03-2024 *\/\n.elementor-heading-title{padding:0;margin:0;line-height:1}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title[class*=elementor-size-]>a{color:inherit;font-size:inherit;line-height:inherit}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-small{font-size:15px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-medium{font-size:19px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-large{font-size:29px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-xl{font-size:39px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-xxl{font-size:59px}<\/style><h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">tekta\u015f\u0131m<\/h2>\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-6aa7044f elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"6aa7044f\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-74cc4bed\" data-id=\"74cc4bed\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-70ffa926 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"70ffa926\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! elementor - v3.20.0 - 13-03-2024 *\/\n.elementor-widget-text-editor.elementor-drop-cap-view-stacked .elementor-drop-cap{background-color:#69727d;color:#fff}.elementor-widget-text-editor.elementor-drop-cap-view-framed .elementor-drop-cap{color:#69727d;border:3px solid;background-color:transparent}.elementor-widget-text-editor:not(.elementor-drop-cap-view-default) .elementor-drop-cap{margin-top:8px}.elementor-widget-text-editor:not(.elementor-drop-cap-view-default) .elementor-drop-cap-letter{width:1em;height:1em}.elementor-widget-text-editor .elementor-drop-cap{float:left;text-align:center;line-height:1;font-size:50px}.elementor-widget-text-editor .elementor-drop-cap-letter{display:inline-block}<\/style>\t\t\t\t<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>ben kimim? kendimden haberim yok<br>\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f bir a\u011fa\u00e7 g\u00f6vdesinin i\u00e7indeyim<br>kurumu\u015f dalda son iki yaprak<br>ye\u015fil g\u00fcnler bitti, r\u00fczg\u00e2r esiyor<br>d\u00fc\u015feni bekliyor kara toprak<br>hapsetti\u011fim bir y\u00fcre\u011fim var, kimli\u011fimi \u00e7alan versin!<br>ta\u015ftan sorun kimli\u011fimi, ama onda merhamet yoktur<br>ta\u015f\u0131n hasret aynas\u0131nda, yosun tutmu\u015f suretim<br>i\u015fte bu adreste ta\u015fa \u00e7arpt\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fim<br>sadakatl\u0131 ta\u015ftan haber gelmi\u015f; kimli\u011fimi geri vermi\u015f<br>u\u0308zerine bir de not eklemi\u015f: \u201cd\u00fcnya senden ibaret\u201c<br>ta\u015f \u00e7atlad\u0131, \u015fimdi o delikten kaybolan ruhumun sesi geliyor<br>burada kimli\u011fimi kaybetttim, y\u00fcrek ta\u015fa de\u011fince<br>isim cisim fark etmiyor, insan sevince<br>her\u015feyi unutuyor insan, topra\u011fa girince<br>ta\u015f yine mezar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda, insan \u00f6l\u00fcnce<br>tekta\u015f\u0131m\u0131 isterim, d\u00fcnyaya bir daha gelince<br>kendimi hat\u0131rlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum<br>bulursam kendimi yeniden, eskisi gibi olmayaca\u011f\u0131m<br>ellerimi g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne uzataca\u011f\u0131m, hapsetti\u011fim y\u00fcre\u011fimi<br>g\u00fcne\u015fe tutmak i\u00e7in, bulutlara asaca\u011f\u0131m hayallerimi<br>d\u00fcnya kalabal\u0131k, renkli ama \u00e7o\u011fu zaman bulan\u0131k ve sisli<br>anlatamad\u0131m kendimi hi\u00e7 kimseye, duygusuzmu\u015f insanlar<br>ac\u0131lar\u0131ma kay\u0131ts\u0131z kald\u0131 herkes; a\u011flayarak b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm<br>\u015fu g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc ve beton \u00e7\u00f6pl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc d\u00fcnyadan gitmek isterim<br>b\u00fcy\u00fck merakla ya\u015fam\u0131n \u00f6teki k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hayal ediyorum<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-d7c7210 elementor-widget elementor-widget-button\" data-id=\"d7c7210\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"button.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-button-wrapper\">\n\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-button elementor-button-link elementor-size-sm\" href=\"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/siirler\/\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-button-content-wrapper\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-button-text\">\u015eiir listesine geri d\u00f6n<\/span>\n\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>ben kimim? kendimden haberim yok\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f bir a\u011fa\u00e7 g\u00f6vdesinin i\u00e7indeyimkurumu\u015f dalda son iki yaprakye\u015fil g\u00fcnler bitti, r\u00fczg\u00e2r esiyord\u00fc\u015feni bekliyor kara toprakhapsetti\u011fim bir y\u00fcre\u011fim var, kimli\u011fimi \u00e7alan versin!ta\u015ftan sorun kimli\u011fimi, ama onda merhamet yokturta\u015f\u0131n hasret aynas\u0131nda, yosun tutmu\u015f suretimi\u015fte bu adreste ta\u015fa \u00e7arpt\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fimsadakatl\u0131 ta\u015ftan haber gelmi\u015f; kimli\u011fimi geri vermi\u015fu\u0308zerine bir de not eklemi\u015f: \u201cd\u00fcnya senden ibaret\u201cta\u015f [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"elementor_header_footer","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-446","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ahmet-sancak","category-siirler"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/446","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=446"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/446\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1367,"href":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/446\/revisions\/1367"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=446"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=446"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ahmetsancak.com\/biyografi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=446"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}